I've blown this beast off for awhile. Oh xanga, I have missed you so much. So readers(if there are any), you have missed a lot. I got really angry at my sorority and dropped out. Thats a good story. I didn't like all the rules and expectations and decided to bounce. So did Nicole. Fuck that shit. Wed rather live in our apartment and go G.D.I. The partying was unlike any kind of partying you could ever elsewhere from being in the sorority, but sometimes sacrifices must be made. And really, nikko and i are practically alcoholics. I doubt we need them to help us in our drinking ventures, we got that ish' covered.

Also on another I have decided that I will not be going back to Quad Cities this summer. The thought of a summer with my parents and having to find a job there was too much to bear. Also, the commute from my house in Aledo all the way to Rocktown everyday is a complete waste of resources and money. Fuck that. So anyway, I opted to find a job here in Champaign. I'm going to be working as a research assistant for the maize genome project. Basically, we are going to be crossing strains of mutant corn DNA with typical corn DNA and the end product will be that we made some awesome teenage mutant ninja turtle corn to grow. I'm pretty excited about it. I actually ended up switching majors this semester. Ya, yall prolly missed out on that too. So anyway, I'm  a natural resources and environmental science major. I'm so fuckin pumped about it. I love my major now. I hated my major before. I loved art, but hated the curriculum and arrogant artists and wannabes i was surrounded by. Art is something I have to create on my own time and under my own regulations. Things felt so constricted at times I wasn't sure why the hell I was even doing it. So ya, I want to keep up on art cuz it is a passion of mine, but so are environmental issues. Now I feel like i am getting the best of both worlds.

So yea, I got this sweet job for the summer and its fulltime, but that means I had to find a place to live. It was an ordeal because there were so many places to pick from and I'm terrible at making decisions. I thouroughly enjoyed apartment shopping for the summer though. I hope I'm rich enough someday that I can make realestate a hobby of mine seriously because I absofuckinlutely love shopping for homes and looking at houses and apartments. I get it from my moms side of the family. They love that bullshit too. I found a great apartment in Urbana the other day and signed the lease on it. It is unlike most other campus apartments that are all exactly the same and very commercial. Its this older looking brick building waaaaaaaay down on Green street in a more residential neighborhood. The whole place looks worn and used to the point that it is an endearing quality that made me want it even more. The apartment is in the basement of this brick building and the place it huge. I dunno, I'm just so pumped because the place is so me. I went and picked up the keys for the place this morning and I'm movin in tonite. Hopefully I do alright livin' by myself. At least I know that I have fabulous people to come and visit me this summer so I will have good company on the weekends. My bf, matt lives like 45 minutes away so im sure ill see him enough and im not worried. Then I know Ryan, Andrew, Nicole, Jen and Carissa will all be in Champaign too at different points in the summer as well. I'm so looking forward to that shit. Also Chief is staying here for the summer and we can party together as well.

Anyway, I'm either gonna start packing again or simply go back to bed. I can't decide. Either way, peace out.

Last night at Kam's I rode a mechanical bull while wearing John Legenderfers white sox jersey. haha, so foolish. We had a sports exchange at Kam's last nite with Tau Kappa Epsilon, but I dont own anything related to sports so my beloved pledge child, john let me hit up his jersey. What a lovely greek family I have. haha. Anyway, I rode a mechanical bull and I got thrown off. It was awesome. I played the ultimate game of taps with tables lined up across the entire bar. It was a taps marathon.

Unofficial is this Friday. Andrew Pauli might come. It is gonna be fucking amazing. I might buy him an Unofficial shirt too if I can find any for sale at Teshirt.

I applied into the college of communications but now Im thinking of applying into the college of agriculture. I mean, i dont like farming, but then I could major in natural resources and environmental sciences. That would be rad. I'm excited.

Everything is so crazy right now and chaotic. I have to find a car at some point today so nicole and i can drive to Sigma Pi and tell them we are coaching their broomball team. We also are gonna go to the mall too I think. It should be fucking awesome even though I'm too poor for this bullshit.

Anyway, I gotta bounce out. I got a wicked crazy day ahead of me. As usual. I'm so busy with important obligations but i blow them off for what id rather do. I think thats important anyway, it makes me happy so i have to do it. What a lovely way to think.